Almost 11 at night and here I am finally doing a post. Sometimes life gets in the way of blogging, even when you want to do it everyday. So….this is going to be one of these short and sweet posts, but at least I posted, right?!
Today I went to my best friend’s little boy’s 5th birthday party where all the people there had kids except for me. That always ends up making me feel awkward, but I go for my best friend and her son anyways. I told my husband when we left that maybe next year I will have a baby of my own to bring. Who knows? I know I would like to sit around and discuss being pregnant and my kids, just like all the other women at the parties. Being at a kid’s party without my own makes me feel like when I hung out with a friend and her boyfriend without a man. I feel left out…like a fifth wheel…..~ sighs~
I can’t wait for the day when I won’t feel that anymore, but more so I can’t wait for the day when I have my own little one to hold and love on.
Here’s to my dream coming true someday soon! 🙂
{June 29, 2013}
Uh oh….
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